was at work today... didn't want to go home early... was deciding between pedicure and dyeing hair. went for the latter coz i thought it'll kill more time. oh well. $66 gone for dyeing hair. quite disappointed with the end result. was hoping for a tone lighter. oh well. whatever.

went roaming around far east after that. alone. something which i had never liked.

i don't like the feeling of walking aimlessly alone, dont like shopping alone... dont like the feeling of being alone in crowded places.




but yet, loneliness is what i had been constantly feeling for the past many weeks.




i've lost count of how many weeks.




how many weekends i've to ask around for someone who's willing enough to entertain me, hang out with.




i'm tired...




this has got to stop soon...










i'm really not happy.